Silent Hill 寂静之地

既不回头，何必不忘。

既然无缘，何须誓言。

今日种种，似水无痕。

明夕何夕，君已陌路。

［法］阿尔蒂尔·兰波

以往，如果我没有记错，我的生命曾是一场盛宴，在那里，所有的心灵全都敞开，所有的美酒纷纷溢出来。

一天夜晚，我让“美”坐在我的双膝上。——我感到她的苦涩。

——我污辱了她。我拿起武器反抗正义。

我逃离。噢，女巫，苦难，仇恨，我的珍宝托付给你们！

我终于使人类的希望在我的精神中幻灭。我像猛兽一样不声不响地在欢乐之上跳跃，为了掐住希望的咽喉。

我叫来刽子手，为了在临死前咬住他们的枪托。我叫来灾难，为了在沙土和鲜血中窒息。不幸曾是我的上帝。我倒在淤泥里。我在罪恶的空气中把自己晾干。我疯狂地开玩笑。春天带给我白痴的狞笑。

可是近来，当我最后一次“走调”，我梦想着追寻那古老盛宴的钥匙，在那里，我也许胃口大开。

仁慈就是这把钥匙。——这灵感证实了我的梦。

“你仍将是一个恶棍……”魔王又大声叫喊，——他给我戴上一顶如此美丽的罂粟花冠。“用你所有的胃口、你的私心和所有深重的罪孽，去赢得死亡。”

啊！我太富有了：———可是亲爱的撒旦，我请求您不要怒目而视！我知道您是不喜欢作家描写或是教训人的；在几份小小的怯懦产生之前，我这个下地狱的人从我的手记中为您撕下这可憎的几页。

这是一只钢琴CD内页的注文

多年后
如果我们
相逢
我将以何来面汝
以沉默以眼泪……
忧伤的琴键中
我却觉得自己被安慰
泪珠在阳光下凝结成了完美的樱花形状
纵然枯萎仍有暖意
那一刹那真的怕极了自己内心里还有任何怨恨与阴骛
一点点
都会让自己无法与曲中的美丽邂逅
多年以后
沉默的我们正如那些无法启齿的往事
会凝成心里的一滴泪吗？
抑或就这么被现实的烈阳蒸发掉了，点滴不剩
至少我为你哭泣过，安静的，无的，伤心的
在岁月无法触摸的角落里
玫瑰花心渐渐老去

Ten little nigger boys went out to dine

Ten little nigger boys went out to dine;
One choked his little self, and then there were nine.
Nine little nigger boys sat up very late;
One overslept himself, and then there were eight.
Eight little nigger boys travelling in Devon;
One said he’d stay there, and then there were seven.
Seven little nigger boys chopping up sticks;
One chopped himself in half, and then there were six.
Six little nigger boys playing with a hive;
A bumble-bee stung one, and then there were five.
Five little nigger boys going in for law;
One got in chancery, and then there were four.
Four little nigger boys going out to sea;
A red herring swallowed one, and then there were three.
Three little nigger boys walking in the Zoo;
A big bear bugged one, and then there were two.
Two little nigger boys sitting in the sun;
One got frizzled up, and then there was one.
One little nigger boy living all alone;
He got married, and then there were none.


Lizzie Borden Took An Axe

Lizzie Borden took an axe,
Hit her father forty whacks.
When she saw what she had done,
She hit her mother forty-one.


There was a crooked man, and he walked a crooked mile

There was a crooked man, and he walked a crooked mile,
He found a crooked sixpence against a crooked stile;
He bought a crooked cat, which caught a crooked mouse,
And they all lived together in a little crooked house.


There was a man, a very untidy man

There was a man, a very untidy man,
Whose fingers could nowhere be found
to put in his tomb.
He had rolled his head far underneath the bed;
He had left legs and arms lying
all over the room.


My mother has killed me

My mother has killed me,
My father is eating me,
My brothers and sisters sit under the table,
Picking up my bones,
And they bury them,
under the cold marble stones.


Who killed Cock Robin?

Who killed Cock Robin?
I, said the Sparrow,
With my bow and arrow,
I killed Cock Robin.
Who saw him die?
I, said the Fly.
With my little eye,
I saw him die.
Who caught his blood?
I, said the Fish,
With my little dish,
I caught his blood.
Who’ll make his shroud?
I , said the Beetle,
With my thread and needle,
I’ll make the shroud.
Who’ll dig his grave?
I, said the Owl,
With my pick and shovel,
I’ll dig his grave.
Who’ll be the person?
I, said the Rook,
With my little book,
I’ll be the parson.
Who’ll be the clerk?
I, said the Lark,
If it’s not in the dark,
I’ll be the clerk.
Who’ll carry the link?
I, said the Linnet,
I’ll fetch it in a minute,
I’ll carry the link.
Who’ll be chief mourner?
I, said the Dove,
I mourn for my love,
I’ll be chief mourner.
Who’ll carry the coffin?
I, said the Kite,
If it’s not through the night,
I’ll carry the coffin.
Who’ll bear the pall?
We, said the Wren,
Both the cock and the hen,
We’ll bear the pall.
Who’ll sing a psalm?
I, said the Thrush,
As she sat on a bush,
I’ll sing a psalm.
Who’ll toll the bell?
I, said the Bull,
Because I can pull,
So Cock Robin, farewell.
All the birds of the air
Fell a-sighing and a-sobbing,
When they heard the bell toll
For poor Cock Robin.
NOTICE
To all it concerns,
This notice apprises,
The Sparrow’s for trial,
At next bird assizes.


Sing A Song of Sixpence

Sing a song of sixpence,
A pocket full of rye;
Four-and-twenty blackbirds
Baked in a pie!

When the pie was opened
The birds began to sing;
Was not that a dainty dish
To set before the king?

The king was in his counting-house,
Counting out his money;
The queen was in the parlor,
Eating bread and honey.

The maid was in the garden,
Hanging out the clothes;
When down came a blackbird
And snapped off her nose.


Three Blind Mice

Three blind mice! See how they run!
They all ran after the farmer’s wife,
Who cut off their tails with a carving knife.
Did you ever see such a thing in your life
As three blind mice?


London Bridge is broken down


London Bridge is broken down,
Broken down, broken down,
London Bridge is broken down,
My fair lady.

Build it up with wood and clay,
Wood and clay, wood and clay,
Build it up with wood and clay,
My fair lady.

Wood and clay will wash away,
Wash away, wash away,
Wood and clay will wash away,
My fair lady.

Build it up with bricks and mortar,
Bricks and mortar, bricks and mortar,
Build it up with bricks and mortar,
My fair lady.

Bricks and mortar will not stay,
Will not stay, will not stay,
Bricks and mortar will not stay,
My fair lady.

Build it up with iron and steel,
Iron and steel, iron and steel,
Build it up with iron and steel,
My fair lady.

Iron and steel will bend and bow,
Bend and bow, bend and bow,
Iron and steel will bend and bow,
My fair lady.

Build it up with silver and gold,
Silver and gold, silver and gold,
Build it up with silver and gold,
My fair lady.

Silver and gold will be stolen away,
Stolen away, stolen away,
Silver and gold will be stolen away,
My fair lady.

Set a man to watch all night,
Watch all night, watch all night,
Set a man to watch all night,
My fair lady.

Suppose the man should fall asleep,
Fall asleep, fall asleep,
Suppose the man should fall asleep ?
My fair lady.

Give him a pipe to smoke all night,
Smoke all night, smoke all night,
Give him a pipe to smoke all night,
My fair lady.